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boring...

wad a boring day for me.... since i've got nth to do in the office (btw, im repeating my attachment), decided to post an entry. pretty uneventful for me for the past few days... kinda boring & lifeless... went out wif chee & shish on sat for match watching & drinking.. *eeks* starting to dislike the taste of beer esp those from overseas... haha... only like Tiger at the moment cuz its MIS (Made In Singapore) beer & im Singaporean... haha... feeling kinda angry & pissed nw due to the new work schedule that i saw juz now... it means i dun haf my half days for dis wk & de next.... & im working the morn shift manz... 7.30pm to 4.00pm... so freaking early.... dammit...but cant do anything much i guess but to live wif it...haikz... my kinda life...

.anata.ni.aitai.


enlightened on Monday, August 30, 2004 at 16:46
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...

itz been a wk since she's gone back.... been missing her ever since dat moment... cudn't explain wadz going on in me these few days... din haf de mood to do things wif much enthusiasm... haikz... maybe she's de one for me?? i cant find the answer to it.... sighz... gotta see how it goes... most prob will go over in january & spend my bday wif her... but nw everything's still early... so gotta wait & see....


enlightened on Monday, August 23, 2004 at 22:08
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Here Without You by 3 Doors Down

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go? it gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
it get hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it's only you and me


enlightened on Tuesday, August 17, 2004 at 22:00
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sighz...

sighz.....Tomo's gone back japan....suddenly i felt so empty for the first time...dunno y i'm feeling such a way....dis is the first time i felt sad about somebody leaving...issit dat i've realli fallen for her or issit some other reasons? I juz cant find de reasons.... realli had a great time wif them...esp her & the nite before she left.... suddenly there's juz so much for me to take in.... tink i've realli fallen for her....& hope she noes how i felt bout her when she's in sg..... maybe i'll go over Japan & find her in Nov or maybe not...still cant decide.... haikz... shall see how it goes... but been missing her since she's gone away....


enlightened on at 21:37
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wad a day

wed's the best day for me so far....heehee....met Tomo & Take @ Little India!!! haha.....den brot them ard de place be4 going Arab Street....haiz...supposed to go to a shop but whu noes? its closed....haha...den after dat brot them to Bugis to haf dinner...den Tomo bot de same frenship band dat i haf & wore it on her left ankle...i wore mine on my right.... heehee.... happie ne.... during dinner....i asked Take where they wud like to go den my eyes almost popped out when i heard frm him....he wanted to go to Mustapha Centre....omg...so freaking far.....frm Bugis gonna walk to Mustapha....arghz....but still brot them there in the end...spent quite some time buying their stuffs..... souveniers.... clothes.... etc etc... soon it was time to go back hm....we went to little india mrt for de train ride back...be4 entering de station....we managed to take lotsa pics...lol....fun ne....haha....took lotsa pics wit her too.....damn was i in heaven...lol.....haha....


enlightened on Friday, August 13, 2004 at 00:25
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tired...

aite manz...today's quite a hectic day for me as we've had a leadership training camp for some students frm NJC....dunno y i felt so relaxed today for the training as i feel stressed up on my previous experiences....nevertheless....they're a bunch of classmates...& some of them do look cute & chio....HEHEHE *evil grin* but kinda no interests at de moment as for nw...de focuz on TOMO...whahahaha....dunno y ive got a very strg feeling bout her....first time ive felt sth for sum1 whuse here for a few wks....haikz....how sad....if got a chance....i will either go japan find her or ask her to stay here in sg but dun tink dat will happen....haikz....so saddening...juz hate it manz....

feeling so freaking hungry nw...dunno wad to eat as there's nth to eat!! whahahaha...dammit...needa get myself sum food before i faint manz.... need the food!!!! tml's a day im looking forward to as im going out wif her!!!! & take as well......gonna bring them out to Little India....haikz....my comrades territory.....hahahaha....hope things turn out well tml nite...i guess...

aite...gtg get some food...ciaoz & chill out....


enlightened on Tuesday, August 10, 2004 at 21:05
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nice cheena song....by the late zhang yu sheng

大海

從那遙遠海邊 慢慢消失的妳
本來模糊的臉 竟然漸漸清晰
想要說些什麼 又不知從何說起
只有把它放在心底

茫然走在海邊
看那潮來潮去
徒勞無功 想把每朵浪花記清
想要說聲愛妳 卻被吹散在風裡
猛然回頭妳在那裡

如果大海能夠喚回曾經的愛
就讓我用一生等待
如果深情往事妳已不再留戀
就讓它隨風飄遠

如果大海能夠帶走我的哀愁
就像帶走每條河流
所有受過的傷 所有流過的淚
我的愛 請全部帶走



enlightened on Monday, August 09, 2004 at 22:06
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boring day...

today's national day & wad a boring day it is....haha....but itz gd as i can rest my body today....haf nt been having a good day's rest since last wk...been working everyday....can u blif it? working everyday as a part-timer....wth manz....those full time staff also dun work everyday but i do...dammit....if dis carry on...dun tink i'll be able to take it....too tiring & dun haf the time to do my own stuffs...kinda no life manz....haikz...it juz sux manz...

damn....go play my game oredi....ciaoz....


enlightened on at 15:23
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back!!

alritey...finally back after sum days of absence....haha....was nt at hm since thurs nite....having stayed over at ymca wif my boss & frens....quite nice staying there wit lotsa drinks & jokes....haha...we even finished a bottle of jack daniels in a night wit neat shots manz....damn...feel so alcoholic at dat time...haha...

so damn tired today.....went sss yst & today to overlook the swim classes there....nice there but itz so freaking boring!!! last nite's a pleasant nite for me....was hanging out wit de L-Unit (shish,teo,chee) along orch rd when saw de jap staff & their leaders...esp Tomo...hehe...if ya noe wad i mean...haha....damn....juz cudn't resist her looks....haha...too cutey....newae....was chatting wif them when she asked to have a foto taken...so i kindly obliged...feels gd manz...but too bad i do nt haf a camera wit me....haikz....sad sad....

tink dis sums up my days away frm hm.....haha...tml's NATIONAL DAY!!!! woohoo...
my only rest day since dunno when.....gotta enjoy every bit of it....aite peepz...chill...ciaoz


enlightened on Sunday, August 08, 2004 at 20:40
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The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you




enlightened on Wednesday, August 04, 2004 at 21:47
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Ben & Jerry's

alritey....sunday's de day for yst...was at de Singapore Sports School de whole day to be pool attendant...haha...taught swimming in de morn & juz rotted the whole day away...but manage to see TCS 8 actresses manz.....like fiona xie, felicia chin & jeanette aw....they were there to film some new drama serial bout swimming...hope it will be nice....but to my disappointment..din see them swim...*sighz*....haha

after SSS went to meet my boss at Toa Payoh to get food for his HK grp in town....damn was de weather a turn off....it was raining cats & dogs manz.....went dwn ymca after getting de food....

saw de jap leaders again & a few jap staff there as they r preparing for their pulau besar trip for de following day....& saw Tomo too...heh....so de liang & i juz waited there while they're having their mtg & helping him to do up his blog....spent roughly 3 hrs juz to get de blog rite...damn was it a bitch.....hahaha.....

so went for supper after their mtg wif my boss & de liang but Tomo din tag along....*sobz sobz* haha....but she told my boss dat she wanted ice cream...so my boss told me bout it...maybe giving me a chance ya noe...haha....so after supper @ newton....went to shell to top up petrol & at de same time...de liang bot his cough syrup as he was coughing his life away...haha....den i saw de ice cream section....was thinking if i should get de ice cream for her....to hell wif it i said to mself as i bot a pint of Ben & Jerry's ice cream....damn it tasted divine....haha....at first was shy bout giving her de ice cream so i opened it & pretended to share wif de others....juz den she came into de room & saw de ice cream....so i asked her to try it....but tink she din hear it or wad but went on eating 1/2 de pint away...haha....den my boss & de jap staff keep tokin in jap bout de issue...haikz...haha....was oredi blushing if they can see thru my skin color....haha...but damn de feeling is gd.......buying an ex ice cream for sum1 which i will nt buy it for myself....heh....



enlightened on Monday, August 02, 2004 at 03:30
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