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hey hey hey!! im back peepz!! haha.... after my 21st bday celebrations!!! hmmm.. how should i say it... i tink overall it was a great bday party ive ever had... all my closed ones are wif me when i celebrated it.... it was real good... haha.... will defnitely rem dis bday cuz its de day i turned into adulthood!! wtf manz... come to tink of it... damn... im old... haha... but im still very young at heart!! haha..... if ya ppl noe... haha..

been wanting to give a shout out to those who are wif me all dis yrs... regardless of short or long periods wif me.... a big THANK YOU!!! u guys make my life meaningful in a way or another.... thx peepz.... cant make it there wifout u guys... haha.... like some award speech uh? haha...

now that im 21... everything's gonna change.... esp in terms of $$$... gotta pay adult price for everything!! arghz.... dammit manz... haha... been down wif some probs recently... haikz... always lidat... haha.... needa realli get it sorted out asap manz.... heh.. aite peepz.... peace out!!!

-confused-

enlightened on Monday, January 24, 2005 at 01:34
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alritey... im back again!! haha.... been outta action for quite some time... guess i do not haf the time to blog... been busy these few weeks... busy teaching swimming day in day out every week non stop... can u belif dat? haikz.... dats me manz.... my work....

many things happened dis few days... haikz... feeling kinda down but still, life goes on.... haikz... juz hope everything will change for the better... haikz haikz.... realli wanna take a break frm everything... wanna find somewhere to hide & relax myself.... all by myself.... needa sort things out... but juz cant do it due to swimming.... *sighz*

newae... on a brighter side... my BDAY is coming!! woohoo... this friday is da actual day!!! im turning 21 manz... juz realised im real old oredi.... haikz... gonna haf 3D2N chalet manz... but can oredi fark it... cant realli enjoy de whole 3D2N.... got a call frm my boss saying i gotta go teach soccer on sat noon... i was like... WTF!!! my bday & still call me go teach? fark dat shit manz.... but in the end... i still gotta go teach..... dat really spoil it all.. haikz... fark dis damn shit manz.... all dis crappy stuffs... ahh... fark it.

been tinking ppl r taking me for granted all dis while... & i tink itz true.... needa realli make my stand clear... needa show those ppl dat i mean wad i say.... arghz!!!! fark it!!!! shall go now...

-fark it-

enlightened on Monday, January 17, 2005 at 21:36
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"I Miss You"

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

enlightened on Monday, January 10, 2005 at 01:48
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Only One

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

enlightened on Tuesday, January 04, 2005 at 02:37
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! haha... a very happy new year to all those out there.... gimmi a holler if u can hear me, aite!!! haha..... 2004 passed damn blardy fast & nw its 2005..... haikz.... it means im a year older!! how sad can dat be... heehee...

toking bout 2004... hmm...... itz been a fantastic yr for me i should say.... been thru lotsa ups & dwns.... but managed to survive all de obstacles.... heh.... made & met up wif lotsa frens, peeps, dudes, dudettes.... if ya noe wad i mean.... so meantime, looking forward to 2005 & checking out wadz installed for me!!! main prog of the year will be NS!!!! bleahz.... how boring can dat be.... but itz time i should go serve the nation!!! cuz im like very old nw... if i still dun go in... i'll too old to serve NS... hahahaha.....

been wif the hk grp over the past few days.... celebrated new year's day wif them.... which i should say... the best countdwn i've ever had!!!! it was extremely fun... aite... but they will be leaving on tues... *sobz sobz* haha... dunno if i can go see them off.... haikz..... gotta see how it goes.... on a lighter note.... my BIG DAY is coming!!! woohoo... dman excited bout it manz... haha... first time i'm planning & celebrating it.... hope it will be a hit!! aite... gtg peepz... ciaoz

.counting.

enlightened on Sunday, January 02, 2005 at 23:05
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