can anyone explain what love is? i guess no one knows the answer. when 2 person fall in love with one another, will they mind about the background of the other? will they mind about their past? everyone has a past, be it good or bad. bad ones people will tend to forget it and move on, not letting it affect thier future. good ones will be kept in memory by them. i guess some people do, some don't. but if they truly love one another, such issues would not be a problem. to love someone so deeply, one can forget bout himself, can forget bout his friends as the love of his life has arrived. he will then spend his time cultivating the love, cherishing it, trying his best not to damage it. letting it grow day by day, protecting it from all kinds of negative effects. but as everyone knows, it takes 2 hands to clap. besides him putting in so much effort, the other half also have to do the same, if not it will be a one sided relationship. and also, you can't change the other party to change his or her ways to suit you. both parties have to compromise on such things if not either one will be hurt in the long run. people may think as long as both parties love one another, they will be happy together. actually, to be happy together takes time. and inevitably, there will be hiccups in a relationship. there is no relationship that is perfectly smooth sailing. there will be bound to be quarrels, arguements between both parties. these are the tests that each relationship has to undergo. if they passed these tests, their relationship will thus, be stronger and the bond will be closer. and also, never take one another for granted. cherish what you have, never letting them go. to love & to be loved is a great feeling.
nice song
SHAYNE WARD"Stand By Me"
Nothing's impossible
Nothing's unreachable
When I am weary
You make me stronger
This love is beautiful
So unforgetable
I feel no winter cold
When where together
When were together
[chorus] Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told
When day turns into night
I look into your eyes
I see my future now
All the world and its wonder
This love wont fade away
And through the hardests days
I'll never question us
You are the reason
Why only reason
Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told
I am blessed
To find what I need
In a world loosing hope
Yuor my only belive
You make things right
Everytime after time
Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told
[Repeat chorus] Stand by me
No more darlin I want you by my side
I want you hear with mee
off day
here i am, blogging again. took leave today cause needa clear some of my annual leave and also to get away from work. feeling pretty bored though with nothing to do.
been pondering about my life after ns. currently i have no idea of what i'm gonna be doing after ns cause it may seem to far for me to plan or i'm just lazy to plan ahead. actually been thinking of being a pe teacher cause there's this teaching spirit in me. or rather i just like to be in the company of children. please, don't get mistaken for me being a paedophile. i'm not that kinda person. i really enjoy being in the company of children. they seem to be in a world of no worries. they do not need to worry about if there's enough money for them to spend, don't needa worry about their other half, don't needa worry about what they're gonna eat for their meals. cause everything will be prepared by either by their maids or by their parents. children nowadays are too pampered, spoilt. they just wanna get everything that's new in the market or things that they like it at first sight. but they do not have any idea how hard it is to earn those money to buy those 'wants' of theirs. *sighz* just really admire kids nowadays. how i wish i was a kid all over again. with no worries and stuffs. and i know i can be well taken care of. by the way, being in the company of children makes me feel younger too. hehe.
getting sick of the things at work. workplace is a world where only hypocrites, backstabbers survive. those who are not good at such skills usually failed badly. everything is just so hypocritical. everyone is covering their backs. no one wants to come forward and do the things that are required to be done. all they know is to point fingers or act blur. what the hell man. people always say when guys go into serving the nation, their thinking & thoughts will mature. they will be more of a matured person. to hell to the one who said that. guys who are serving are still as childish as ever. they do not think bout the big picture but only themselves. ya selfish people. they can't do the task first then questions later. they always questions first den avoid the task. practically bullshit man. it's a dog eat dog world. can call me a loner or what. but so far since i got into my new workplace, i do not have much friends to confide in. cause i do not know if they're there for real or just hiding a knife behind their back while talking to me. everytime gotta be on high alert. just tough trying to survive in such an environment. *sighz* but i know my dear baby will always be there for me. encouraging me, supporting me. that's what i need the most from her now. thank you baby.
the return
it's been a long while since i last blogged. didn't have the mood to blog or whatever reasons. changed the outlook of my blog in the wee hours of the night cause i can't get to sleep. pretty sad ya. haha.
been kinda busy with my involvement in serving the nation. it's been 10 months since i got enlisted. to say it's a long period, it's not. to say it's a short one, it's not. but what i know is that i still have another 14 more months to get out of that shithole. hope i can persevere till then.
recently there're some hiccups in my relationship with my dear baby. don't know what's wrong also. but will try to get it solved asap so that i can move on together with her. *sighz*
as usual i'm always broke. just can't seem to manage my finances well. when pay comes in on the 10th, i'll be left with less than half by the 12th. i'm clueless on how i spend my money so quickly man. SOMEBODY HELP ME!!! heh.
aite guys, think that's for it. don't know what i've been blogging either. just don't have the mood to do anything. *sighz* gotta hit the sack!