oh boy. was it a damn busy week for me. been having parede rehearsals everyday this week. totally shagged out. hehe. wanna get it over and done with. sighs. gonna be totally worked out week in week out, 7 days a week man. freak it. think that's my life for now. gonna work hard for the cold hard cash to support my liabilities. with little time to enjoy. meantime also gonna find more job offers. heehee. money's so so hard to earn now yea.
5 more friggin' months and i'll be officially a civilian. yea. that's the time where problems and obstacles will arise. hope i can clear them as they come along. gotta think real carefully about my future now. needa decide which direction i should go. in such a dilemma now. hate to make such big decisions. haha. sounds a girl whining. heh. anyway, looking forward to weekends now if there's anything for me to look forward in the first place. haha. ciaozy